inflames461

02:42 pm: hey

its been close to a year since i last updated this. i still have to get all my friends who has this but i hope that everyone is doing alright. this weekend was great, sort of. i think i did something bad but its all in the past. friday was crazy, work and all that shit. saturday was the samething except that i hung out with a few peps. sunday i hung out with andrew and then i had to go to work at 4 because my friend had to leave so i had to take over him.
this week is also going to be crazy. iam not really sure what iam doing today. i may go see my friends jenny and julie at there works. thats if my mom will let me take out her car. i know i have more stuff going on but i cant really remember any of it.
this weekend i am suppose to be hanging out with kristen but i dont know. she always forgets about me :(. i have to go now cuz iam in computer apps. once again.
leave some good stuff

06:46 pm: help
hey i need some help.i got a new journal, its called midnightrider88. i dont why but the damn thing wont let me display it on aim so no one can read it or see it but me. if anyone would care to help me please do so.

01:24 am: werid...

11:55 pm: rachel...
as i sit here thinking of all the times i could have seen you. as i feel you slip more and more away from me by the day i want you to know that i will always love you and care for you. as tho are parents are taking are love away from each other... no day will come to where i will stop loving you. as day goes by day we will be brought together by our loves and only by our love for each other. as our friends try to take us away from each other our love will still bond us together. as i think of that kiss you gave me i only look forward to the next and the next and next. as my mind is on nothing but your beautiful face and your beautiful smile i can think nothing of anything else. as i sit here writting this poem i only can think of you and how much i fucking love you!

09:30 am: long day yesterday was
lets see... yesterday i didnt get the chance to write in here. to damn busy. well my friend jamie had to spent the the night at my house and we didnt get home until 2am and shit we were drunk out of our mines. it sucked cuz she was talking to her bf allllllllllllll night i swear i could not get any sleep cuz i could hear her talking. o wel. the next day, woke up about 10ish and just pretty much sat around with jamie. we could not find a way for her to get home so she just walked home. that was about a 5, 6 mile walk home. iam srry jamie that you had to do that. well after that me evan and spencer went to the high schools to sk8 and ride. was out their for like 2 hours. lol some guy their was like watching my friend evan the whole time. after that just i went home and started talking to iris and angel online. then out no where luis just comes up to my door and starts ringing the shit out of it. damn man you were a little late dont you think. but anyways i just went with him to pick up jamie and go to his gf house and hang out their. some of my old friends came their. luran and i forget this other girls name but i think you get the picture. some funny shit happen their. all the girls were fighting with luis that if the guys had a harder life then the girls. then some how i got dragged into it. why cant we all just be even?? lol, i dont think any girls want to be even with that, o wel. well luis and his gf friend with everyone else except jamie and me went back to her house. the kid would not drive me home so i had to get a ride from this crazy ass guy named paul. that was really werid but at least i got home. right when i get home michel just gets out of his car and starts unloading all his shit into my house. damn. well we just pretty much stay at my house til like 8 then lefted to go do some more riding. i am soooooooooo messed up. i first day of actually riding and i feel like shit. then after we got home he just went on xbox live and i just started playing war craft 3, good game. at about 12 we lefted to go do some more midnight riding. found some really good places and some really bad ones too. went to 7 11 and some guys their were drunk out of their minds and i almost ran into a car lol good stuff. we get home and then my mom i guess was going to the bathroom right when we get in. shit so we got caught but it wasnt that bad i just said we went out for riding and she just said no more computer for the rest of the night. right before we went to bed... i started thinking about rachel. michel started reading a note that she sent me threw the mail and shit that made me mad as hell. but i miss my rachel soooooooooooooooo fucking much. i cant even say how much i miss her. rachel i love you and some day we will be together forever i promise.

06:00 pm: iam tired
hey will iam going to say something now cuz i dont think iam going to remember to write in this tonight hehe. yeah iam suppose to get drunk with someone and then come to my house and sleep all day. its going to be fucking awesome. i just hope i dont do anything stupid like i did in indiana. shit if anything like that were to happen again i would be fucked. o wel. anyways today... amber called me up at 10 00 in the morning asking me to go see her then. i was fucking tired as hell and i did not want to go anywhere. at first she talked me into going to see her (which she was at her friends house that was like 5 miles away from my house) but then i just finally said no. she kind of bitched me out but o wel. when iam tired iam tired. the only person i would go out of my way to see is my rachel, i love you and i still cant wait to see you...


o yeah i might of got a job lol

02:02 am: how the fuck did i forget this
well i forgot to say... i think around 12ish today i went to see jamie for like the first time in like 2 months. lol i was going to go for a little midnight riding but she talked me into going to see her. and guess what?? we could not find the place that we were going to meet at. she started freaking out and i was like all lost. but we were only a block away from each other lol. we just pretty much just started talking about what has been going on for like an hour then i lefted. also my friend amber called me up bitching at me for not being home at 8 00 and then tells me that iam going to go to church with her tomorrow. the hell!? iam sleeping in. but anyways thats all for now and tomorrow night is suppose to be REALLY fun lol. tell ya more about it another time but iam really tired right now. o yeah i forgot to tell you, my chain snaped on the way back and i had to walk about 3 miles. so yeah iam tired so iam off to bed, night.

01:40 am: home!
well iam home and iam happy to be. lets see i really dont have that much to say about the trip up north. all me and my friend did was stay around my cottage and play with this 7 month year old cat. yeah we found a cat up there. it was really cool. the cat was like following us every where we went. i guess his old owners threw him away so he has been living at our house the whole time.but yeah, we went to mackina city (how ever the fuck you spell it) and like chilled there for like a day. alot of funny shit happen their but i dont want to go into it. we swim alot and went exploring. bought some new knites and just played video games. well when we got home we took the cat to steves house and his brother is going to take care of the cat since my mom dose not want to deal with the fact of my dogs always trying to kill it. after that i came home and just got on this damn thing. o yeah... rachel. she got into ALOT of trouble because of me. i guess she took her dads cell phone and called me from it. her dad got the bill and found out that it was my number and flip out. she was sent away to her grandmams and then just came back 2 days ago but now she is up at her cottage. her mom was being a fucking ass and put her owe best friends against her and so now they hate her. they say it was stealing and so they would not even except her preasnt she got for their aniversary. her dad says he dose not know how he can love her. i love you rachel and i want you to know that iam srry for that. just remember that we are going to see each other soon and do what we always wanted to do for a long time. i promise it will be different when i get my car and iam always with you.i love you! one day you will be the happest girl ever i swear to fucking god i will make sure of it!

02:59 am: iam sad!
well this is going to be the last time i write in my journal thing. well i just got done packing and iam about to go to bed. iam not going to see my rachel for a very long time. god i hate life. but, i keep hearing things that are making me think alot now. about rachel... alright iam not going to get into that. well today me and steve went to the movies with iris, angel, and paul. we went to go to see the notebook. it was great cuz i got this one guy to come up and shout at angel and paul. well iam srry but it was funny. after that me and steve came home and sort of fixed my bike. we went up to the high schools and biked up there. it was great. we came home and just went on the computer. then we went up to cvs for awhile. well that pretty much was my day, and steves. i also had a long talk with angel about michel and her. well it seems that michel was right and it was never going to work out. shit happens. anyways iam going to be gone for 2 weeks up north so i will see ya people later. rachel i been thinking and i dont know how to say this but i think we need to talk or something. i love you... and i just hope you do too.

12:11 am: werid day
alright i forgot that i lefted the computer on last night and my mom gets up and takes the box that gives me the internet and so today i didnt have it at all. it sucked cuz i was getting something important today and i needed to talk to this one kid on aim. but anywhoders all i did was chill with some friends today that seem to come over to my house all day without telling me. they stopped by for like an hour and then lefted. the only person i didnt get to see was my amber.she was in town and i didnt get to see her cuz i was with my friend luis. dammit i will never see her. anyways, yeah my friend luis had to come pick my ass up. me and my mom got into a big fight today. she yelled at me for not cleaning up some stupid flower shit that was on the table that was not suppose to be there and spilled everywhere. i didnt clean it up cuz i didnt have time to so my mom bitched me out and that got me really mad so i told her to fuck off. then she told me to get out of the fucking house so i did. i think i went out with luis around 7 or 8 but i dont really remember. lol i had a good time. it was just me and him. we went to this like bums place in like the middle of the farm lands and their was like some dude there so me and him pretended to be cops. we just said "this is the cops" "who the hell is in here" then we just sort of ran off. after that we just drove around salm and then back into plymouth. then we went into a tocobell. lol i actually like there food. i never eat there unless iam with rachel. haha, thats pretty much all me and luis were talking about, our girlfriends. it was great. i kept turning up the radio when he got into a moment. lol it was just fun shit. well got home and rachel and iris had called me but i was not here to answer it. roar! but then i called iris and rachel was on the other line so we did a 3 way conversation. after iris lefted i got to talk to my rachel for like over an hour and a half. iam so sad, iam not going to see her for a long long long long time. iam soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed. tonight was the last night i was going to talk to her til i get back from up north. and then i still wont be able to talk to her to much cuz she is going to be at her friends. then after that we have school. i wont be able to see her on the weekends cuz she is still going to be going up to her cottage. and i cant go there. anyways, the way i am, i dont think i would fit in with her friends, there all like preps. not like the preps i know. but hell i wont be able to see her. iam like really really depressed. o wel, i can only just think about her and know that she is having a good time with out me always being boring. god damn she is a prep and yet she is going out with me! how the hell does that work. o wel, i just hope she doesnt act like all my prep friends i know and yeah. well i love her and thats that!

11:42 pm: tired as fuck
well nothing really happen today. my friend roose was suppose to come over with some bullshit but he couldnt cuz of the damn rain. so all i did was stay home and wounder to my friend evans but he wasnt home either. what a day. i was about to call up luis but i didnt want to go with him place cuz we probably would of ended up in ohio or something. rachel called me last night! i was soooooooo happy. her firends said happy birthday to me. damn it was great to hear her voice. lol i know its only been 3 days well now its 4 but i just love her so so so so so much. she thinks that she loves me more, heh shes wrong... she doesnt know i love her even more. but yeah. anyways, iris called me finally. around night time or something. we talked for like 20 minutes and then she had to go. damn that girl is always hyper all the time when iam on the phone with her. lol but i still love her. i got my pictures today from cvs. these pictures were of me and rachel. they did not turn out go for me cuz i looked like shit, o wel. rachel still looked hot as hell. but yeah. dammit iris was telling me that she was going to have the whole house to her self this weekend. the one weekend that iam not going to not be there. that really makes me mad roar!!! anyways its all good, soon i will be getting my permit (i hope) and i will just sleep in the car when i go over there. me and rachel can sleep in the car lol. well iam done. iam fucking tired as hell. roar roar roar roar roar roar roar roar roar roar roar roar roar!!! i have no fucking idea why i just did that. o wel

04:59 pm: just got home
well i just got home from my friend andrews. lmao, i had a hell of a good time there! lets see... when i first got there i had to pick corn n shit and that took at least 4 to 5 hours. and i talked to rachel the other night before i left til like 4ish or something cuz that was going to be the last time i was going to talk to her for like a mouth. it sucks really bad. but i dont want to talk about it tho. well as i was saying before, we were picking corn for my friend andrews, moms market and then after taht we just went home. we just pretty much sat around the first day and hang out with john. the next day we woke up at 6 again and went to go pick more corn. then me and andrew just watched movies til sometime. after that we just went out and drove the 4 wheeler and chill around the house and play this game that i cant seem to remember. but right about 4pm, this stray dog wounders near andrews dog, candy. the dog was about staving to death and was going to eat some food out of candys food bowl but candy grabed the little dog (that is not even a foot long)and started beating the shit out of this 2 mouth year old dog. andrews sister came out and stoped it and the dog was saved. after all that we took the dog in and give it a bath. it was like one of the best dogs i have ever seen. that dog was like that man. well anyways the dog was getting its rest in a cage and me and andrew went out with some of his friends. lol we where like doing drive bys with a air gun. we had a bunch of bullshit rap on and just going fucking crazy on the road. then we all went to a party. alot of people who were there i knew. they all went to my old school pioneer that i havent seen in like 2 years. it was cool i got to see my old friend, (lol i forget her name but it has been a long time tho) yeah and then we went bowling and i got my ass kicked there. our team won 2/3, it was pretty cool and shit. before the game my friend joe was talking to one of my other friend john. they were talking about going to go get joes bowling ball and john didnt want to go so joe got pissed and just punched his car window open. lmao, it was the funnest thing i have ever seen. well anyways when we got home marry was already asleep and her boyfriend bryan was too. he woke up right when we got there which i think was about 12 30am and was like shit and tryed to wake marry up. she is the worst person to wake up i tell ya. she punched bryan in the face and then started screaming at him. so he started throwing pillows at her to wake her up. she didnt and he had to walk about two hours to his car cuz marry drove them to her house without his car. it was great. then i wake up today go to the corn field, work there come back fall asleep then woke up and went on the four wheeler with andrew. after that we played with the puppy dog.andrews parents could not keep the dog so i asked my mom if i could take care of the dog. she didnt let me so i just said fine.i talked to iris today and wished her a happy birthday and then came home. my grandmom give me 50 dollars but that had to go to my mom for the money i own her. thats about it and ooooooooooo yeah guess what?? its my birthday today! lol no one really knows its my birthday. o wel. but shit! i miss my rachel soooo much i cant stop dreaming about her she is so far away and somewhere where i cant reach her. i love her and miss her so so so so so so so so much!

05:17 pm: today was boring too!
dammit me and michel were bored out of are minds today! will at least i was. michel was on the computer and i was like watching TV. shit we need to get some lifes or something. their was only two good parts about today. the first was (obviously) talked to rachel from like 12 to 2ish, then the next was when i got done with my gay class(at fucking 9am that seemed to take forever), i was about to go up to the high schools with my friend matt and evan but michels bike had a flat. dammit that would of been my only fun for the day. so i had to ride that thing backwords the whole way and that had to be my fun. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh iam going mad! i cant do shit with michel here. all he wants to so is download music and just be annoying. o wel, i guess brothers are always annoying. haha yeah me and michel are true bros. at least we treat eachother that way.lol but yeah only two more days til i get to see my rachel. its going to be great cuz were like going to sleep at the park together. i cant wait until iam with her. everytime iam not with her iam just like all depressed and shit god. i ever been like this for anyone but rachel. i love her sooooooooooo much.i know its to soon to say it but its sooooooo true, i want to marry her. lol and i dont give a fuck on what anyone has to say on that ( only rachel).




i love you rachel!!! forever n ever

09:48 pm: today was a fucked up day!
the only good part about today was that i talked to rachel from like 12am(sunday night) to 5am(monday). that was the only good part of my day. after that i woke up at 11ish and then michel woke up at the same time. dammit! i was hoping that he would sleep til 5ish but no. he had to wake up at the same time as me. he just pretty much took over the computer and put a bunch of his shit onto it. that i didnt like at all. after all that my aim was not working so i blamed it on the damn bear share download thing that michel had just got. i tryed to delete it but michel started shouting at me and i just got so pissed at him that i just pushed him right out of his chair. i was about to fucking punch the fuck out of him but then he laughed so i know that he know that i was about to do that. after that we just went to my friend luis's house and chilled there for a little bit. we needed to cool off so we just went there to listen to his band play. his band is so so so good. haha i pretty much was IMing rachel the whole time while i was there. but i dont care cuz i love her. but yeah i came home cuz i had to cut the grass then about 3 hours later i just started to text message rachel for like 30 minutes then me and michel went to get some food. and rachel i love you so so so much even tho you say iam lieing i still love you more!!!

09:28 pm: pennsilvaina!
hey! iam like down here in a bunch of fucking moutains n shit. the person me and my mom are staying with is like a really bitch. lets see... i first get here and all she wants me to do is play with her 10 year old grand daughter. then she wont stop bitching at me about how i would not eat her food. cuz everytime she offered some food to me, was was not hungray. then when i was, i brought out my subway that i had, she fucking takes it and fucking puts her own shit on it. it first i was going to say * what the fuck do you think your doing* but i think my mom would of bitch me out right there. but anywhoders, the husban took me out to the shooting club. he fucking has a HELLLLLLLLL of a lot of guns! there mostly all rifles but they were awesome. he had a bunch of shotguns to and hand guns. and guess what? i got to shoot his 44, 38, and i forget the last hand gun but it was fucking awesome! i did really well with the 44, i hit the target right in the head at least 12 times with the 44. thats the strongest gun i have ever used.iam going to try and come up here during deer hunting season with michel so we can try every gun and hunt. but shit, i didnt get to ride my old horse. dammit! thats the only reason why i came up here pretty much. i have not see my rachel in like 3 days. it sucks. i miss her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fucking mcuh! but i will be coming home tomorrow. then on tuesday i will probably see her yayyyyyyyyyy! i love you rachel!

10:05 pm: iam srry rachel!
hey will rachels dad got into a motorcycle accident around 4am. he was in washington (i think dc) but he was riding down a road at night and i guess a deer came out and he hite it and the motorcycle caught fire n blow up. also i believe the explotion from the motorcycle threw him off a cliff. right after i got to rachels i guess her dad called to talk to her. he seems to be fine i guess. but rachel iam really srry for that to happen to you.and iam really srry that it had to happen to your dad out of all dads. i love you and i hope you will find a way to ease the pain. once more i love you so much and iam here if you want to talk in the dead of the night or whenever.

01:36 am: just chilling with the pete
well damn rachel never called me so i think she kind of went to sleep. o wel, she needs her sleep cuz i want her to do good in her summer school. she doesnt get that much sleep cuz she is always with her friends most of the time. lol, she tells me that life is sort and we need to be awake in case of if we like die or something. god i love her so much. she is right tho. life is sort and you need to spend it with the one person you LOVE most! i love you rachel and if i dont see you in like a long time i will never stop loving you.

02:33 pm: interesting
well nothing happen to much today. me and my friend matt went to subway right after our class n he bought me a bullshit meal. lol it was the worst thing i had ever had. well not really but o wel. i just came home and talked to my mom and she is thinking about something, i just dont know but i do know it has something to do with my birthday or something. its just like trying to figure out what ONE of your friends is not telling you and they say they will tell you later. (**iris**). but yeah iam done.how did i forget to say that iam going over to see my rachel today!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you rachel forever!

04:16 pm: today was sooooooooooooo boring!
damn i dont got much to say but today was sooooooooo damn boring. my friends were going to pick me up but i didnt want to go i case of if rachel called. but she never called. so i just pretty much sat around and watch tv. everyone was at someones house while i was here. ahhhhhhhhhhh i went crazy! now i think iam going to go and try and fix my bike. rachel if you do come online just leave something so i know to call you. i love you!

01:10 am: more??
Current Mood: iam tired
Current Music: metal

[Full Name ]: adam michel hydel ( or paco the taco rodreguiz)
[ Resides in ]: plymouth, michigan
[ Good student? ]: lol yeah right
[ Eyes ]: yes two of them
[ Hair ]: yes

Last time you...
[Had a nightmare]: the hell should i remember
[Ate at McDonald’s]: a few months ago before he was sent to jail for carrying a heater
[ Brushed your hair ]: a few weeks ago
[ Washed your hair ]: hahaha jk
[ Checked your e-mail ]: 10 minutes ago
[ Cried ]: i dont know, like 11 years ago, im a bad ass
[ Called someone ]: a couple hours ago
[ Smiled ]: my friends call me smiles because im curious like a cat
[ Laughed ]: earlier
[ Talked to an ex ]: like two days ago, i dont like that fact that ummmmm shit nvm

Do you...
[ Smoke? ]: if rachel will let me again
[ Do drugs? ]: same here
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: just the one i got from the taxadermist
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: the one that i have when i marry rachel!
[ Play an instrument? ]: guitar( not that good tho)
[ Remember your first love? ]: yeah
[ Still love him/her? ]: not anymore cuz i have my rachel, she showed me true love
[ read the newspaper? ]: not that much of it, only like once a month when im in it
[ Have any straight friends? ]: i hope they're straight
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: i dont know
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: yeah
[ Pray? ]: sorta
[ Go to church? ]: not anymore
[ Have any secrets? ]: who doesnt
[ have any pets ]: yes star and storm
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you ]: yes it is fun to see what they want
[ Wear hats? ]: of course
[ Have any piercings? ]: the lefted ear
[ Have any tattoos? ]: not yet
[ Hate yourself? ]: no, be happy with what you got
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes, rachel
[ status ]: taken
[ Collect anything? ]: nope
[ Have a best friend? ]: yes i do
[ Like your handwriting? ]: i like it when i can read it
[ Have any bad habits? ]: not that i know of, i need to ask my friends
[ Care about looks?]: not really only when iam around rachel
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: whatever she wants to look like i will love
[ Friends and other people? ]: sure
[ Believe in witches? ]: hahahahahahaha witches make me laugh, they're not real
[ Believe in Satan? ]: yeah
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: yeah, i talk to them everyday( is what steve says)

Current...
[ Dress ]: no, my dad doesnt want me to wear any dresses
[ Make-up ]: just lipstick and eye shadow
[ Music ]: everything just about
[ Taste ]: PIZZA!
[ Hair ]: like shit
[ Annoyance ]: my sixth finger
[ Smell ]: the tire fire

Silly Generic Questions, like all the other questions that are on most surveys:
[ Favorite Band ]: inflames
[ Favorite Store ]: dont know
[Like accents? ]: nope

Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: nobody, im a great lover, not a hater
[ Slap ]: im not going to slap somone, im going to mess their face up real bad
[ Tickle ]: rachel
[ Talk To ]: friends n shit
[ Have Sex with ]: ummm you should know
[ Kiss ]: rachel
[ Be Like ]: everyone
This or That
[ Coke/pepsi ]: coke
[ Day/night ]: both
[ Aol/aim ]: Sol
[ Cd/cassette ]: cd
[ Dvd/vhs ]: dvd
[ Jeans/khakis ]: they both do the same thing

LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: i think it was jamie
x. Made you cry: homeward bound, when shadow fell into the hole.(damn steve, the same as me)
x. Spent the night with: pete
x. You went to the movies with: my girlfriend rachel and pete n michel
x. You went to the mall with: steve pete and a dick named nick
x. Yelled at you: the mother
x. Sent you an email: i just got this damn thing so no one yet
x. You kissed: rachel dammit

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes to rachel but i dont know if she knows that i meant it
x. Been to New York: no
x. Florida: no
x. California: no
x. Hawaii: no
x. Mexico: i will soon cuz of rachel
x. China: no
x. Canada: yes
x. Europe: i was half way there, then i got to tired and swam back
x. Danced naked: yes indeed
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: no
x. Had an imaginary friend: i have many, no im joking, ive never had one

RANDOM
x. Red or blue: blue
x. Spring or Fall: spring
x. Are you bored: i was until i started this
x. Last noise you heard: the keyboard of my computer
x. Last time you went out of the state: like three weeks ago to indiana
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: they gotta be cool, real cool
x. Do you have a crush on someone: i have rachel
x. What book are you reading now: the adventures of wiener dog and butch
x. Worst feeling in the world: hitting your nuts on the seat of your bike, then you stomach starts hurting, yikes
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: ask myself where am i
x. How many rings before you answer: it depends on if its a real diamond
x. Future daughter's name: rachel
x. Future son's name: tom, idk
x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: to be like the croc hunter
x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: righty
x. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: sure
x. What's under your bed: i hope there isnt a monster, there is junk under my bed
x. Favorite sport to watch: hockey and bmx
x. Current Age: 15
x. Siblings: 1

EXTRA STUFF

x. Favorite number: 88
x. Been in love: yes twice
x. What type automobile do you drive: i have a bike
x. Are you timely or always late: sort of late
x. Do you have a job: not really
x. Do you like being around people: it depends on who they are and wha they're doing
x. Best feeling in the world: relief
x. Are you for world peace: not really, the population would be to high, and then the forest would have to be cut down for more houses
x. Are you a health freak: no
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: no
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yes rachel
x. Want someone you don't have right now: all i need is my rachel dammit
x. Are you lonely right now: yes she is not here with me now
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: i dont think about that, but i would want to marry rachel
x. Do you want to get married: sure
x. Do you want kids: sure
What Do You Think Of:
x.pink? clowns
x.pirates? keith richards
x.rock? i love rock
x.roar? steve
x.tear? steve
x.computer? problems
x.school? dammit you just had to remind me